Miss Ziee

New School Life.2012

2012-01-09T16:36:00.009+08:00

Well,i already had my first week of school life in this brand new year.
I have been stressed up since the first day in school.
Everyone was like holding a book or walking around to ask people about things that they don't know!
FML! This is not pressure or what!?
2012 is going to be the BIG BIG BIG year for me,of course,for all Upper Six students.
But I never thought that in this BIG BIG BIG exam year,there would be such stress and hectic and tiring and boring and not-so-good-in-human-relationship things going on.
I thought it would be like things going around when i was in Form Five.
It was the BIG BIG BIG year too,but everyone enjoyed it. I mean it!
Everyone had fun while studying,while learning,while teachers were conducting the classes.
The atmosphere was beautiful.
AWWW~ i missed you guys super duper much. =(
Not mean that my class is not fun at all,there is still bit bit of fun there. ~~pity huh~~
I guess this is so-called growing up,growing up=no more fun.
I guess I would have to endure it ~~*finger crossed*~~

New Year Resolution ( would it be too late for this??):
1) Get 4 flats in my BIG BIG BIG BIG exam. (so,i have to be the nerdy nerd from now==)
2) More hardworking and pay lots and lots of attention in class.
3) Enjoy my life (hope i wouldn't screw it everytime)
4) Change my style!
5) MORE pretty outfts!
6) Being more lovely.
7) Care more to my family and friends.
8) Can drive the car!!!!!!!.
9) Stay healthy.
10) *********

finger crossed again,hoping that 2012 is the best year of all!!

微加幸福 - 郁可唯

2012-01-02T17:24:00.001+08:00

BIG LOVE for her!
So-not-in-the-mood these few days.
Maybe is because of the PMS.
what to do~GIRLS~

btw,HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
MAY THE BEST OF YOU THROUGHOUT THIS YEAR^^

seriously hope that the so-called doomsday is real.

I NEED A DOCTOR

2011-12-15T14:44:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!

PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE!!

Seriously,CALL ME A DOCTOR!

I had wasted my whole holiday for this kinda-stupid-camp.

I have insomnia every night (almost),worrying about the camp.

As i am the refreshment,i have to bear all the food issue.

wtf!

I think all the AJK of this camp feel the same.
I dont want to let "OTHERS" to have the excuse to blame for my incapability.
I want to show the whole world that i can do it.
I dont want to be looked down.
but
but
but
wtf, it is really stressful!!!
ps: dont comment on what i'm doing! I know what i'm doing! You aint in my shoe,SO,STFU YOU BITCH!

OK,spend the whole holiday without touching any book.
I guess i'd know how to spell D-I-E for the next coming big year of mine!

ps: seriously, Olivia Ong is the best remedy for me~phew~

The Things That A Girl Should Have

2011-12-13T17:52:00.001+08:00

Seriously,being a GIRL is definitely more fortunate than being a BOY (except the monthly pain that we have to bear and the labour pain *ewwww*)

1.Outfits that speak to their curves

LBD

Floral dresses

Jeans
A perfect cutting jeans goes well in any outfit

Tank top!
Nicee for the hot weather Malaysia

2.Shoes

Give a girl the right shoes and she will conquer the world-Marilyn Monroe

A girl deserves a pair of good high heels that can bring them to the next level.

Furthermore,girls are born to conquer high heels.

3.Journal

Keeping a journal makes life more intimating.

What would a life be without memories?

SEE! Elena Gilbert is keeping her own journal too.

(Does blogging count?)

4.A Crush

We are born to wait for the right half,but while waiting for it,it is enjoyable for the wrong one to come in and paint our life.

I dont mean that the first person that you had ever fell for is the one you may marry.

Girls need to be told how special they are by a special person that they adore.

Having a little crush with the Salvotore brothers *^^*

They will tell you how much they care about you by only looking at you,without any word.

They will pamper you no matter how ridiculous your requests are.

They will text you at the midnight and tell you how much they are missing you.

I guess,this is THE CRUSH!!!

5. A List of Songs That Sing Her Soul out

Songs are those remedy that will heal your daily wound.

Songs are the unspoken words that having some similarities with our current happening.

Like movie,GIRLS cry for the story of others.

continued~

Penang ♥ Babess

2011-12-09T15:59:00.001+08:00

Weeeee~08/12/2011

We hit to Penang Island^^

Ah Ting's first time driving^^

Actually we were planning to shop till dusk...but but but~

haizzz..

I guess yesterday wasnt our day *sob sob*

I want buy new CLOTHES!!

(my another platitude since i am born)

Yimin's hand

Hi,Penang Bridge ^^

Arghh~ it makes my legs feel pain every time passing through Penang Bridge

(Thanks to that Marathon)

Lunchie at Kim Gary

Im bored ^^

Tutti Frutti here we come!

(*RM0.53 per 10 gram*) ~.~

better remember that

These two cups costed us this much!!

Love this big MIRROR!

4 'pretty' Betty *wee wee*

Before and after *wuekk*

***

After that,the baba and nyonya house

Guess what!! The Singapore drama -The Little Nyonya shot at here!! ^^

It made me wanna sing 思念如燕，它飞舞舌尖，若是真爱就配上几分苦甜～lalalala

( Seriously,I kept reminding the ancient antiques after i went back to the mainland. Freaking me out!!><)

Ermmmm,what channel should i tune in??

The ancient camera! Which goes BOOM when a photo is taken!

The radio

H-E-L-L-O there~~

Gong Xi Gong Xi

camwhore with the ticket~

Next,Straits Quay~

Catch!!

Nerd!! but i likeee!!

For more photosss~

Round Round Penang

Last and foremost

with ♥ ,

your Truly

Ho Ho Ho

i feel great

2011-11-30T18:09:00.001+08:00

I GOTTA FEELING~

WOO WOO~

long time no see my dear readers!!

let me hear you ~~SCREAM~~!!

ops~a bit toooooo overwhelmed ><

It's now year-end holidays.

But,guess what~

Imma still doing some reading,

(only some) #shy#

Plus,non-stop ~~CAMWHORE ING~~! (slap me)

Biology. (My biology tuition teacher is a hottie,but with a short body~haizz)

Iwill get you his number next time Yuki Theng,but he already has a girlfriend.

Weather hot like this!!! I tied my hair up!! weeee~i can tie my hair>< but messy

Phone besides while studying~tsk tsk tsk~(spot the black black stuff on my book,it is my pin,to pin my horrible fringe)

Peace yooo!!

I wanna buy a BIG BIG BIG pencil case!!( It has been my platitude from the beginning of year 2011 till the nearly end 2011)

I wanna collect all cutie and colourful stationery!!

Well,what do you think~ Form6 is bored!

For those CLB Lower Six fella who in charge in the coming Kem Kebangsaan compulsory to attend a talk yesterday.

Well,i would say

IT WAS AWESOME!!

Except for the cold air conditioner!

The tickets a.k.a bookmarkers
Every bookmarker has a different quote on it~
Mine- 心有多宽，世界就有多大，眼界有多广，路就有多长。
His- 前面有阴影，你看到的是晦暗，还是背后一直跟着你的阳光。

Posing with the tickets~

It was about 3种性格型态衍生的9型人格：(I summary them out)
1) 头中心 - 理智取向
2)心中心 -情感取向
3)腹中心 -实践取向

1) 头中心：
a) 思考型
-想多，实际行动慢。
-有很多资料
-不会出差错
-谨慎
-容易错过机会

b) 忠诚型
-虽然已准备很多了，但还是怕准备不足，出差错
-需要权威的人点头才可安心
-不会产生变化
-他认同的东西很难更改他的信念

c) 丰富型
-设法过着刺激新鲜的生活
-不好玩就变
-善变
-逃避现实
-有创意

2)心中心：
a)全爱型
-努力取悦他人，让别人爱自己
-乐于助人
-为了帮人，忘了自己

b)成功型
-努力要求成功与出众，为了得到肯定
-不甘当老二
-产生虚荣心
-逃避失败
-注重成功和效率

c)艺术型
-表现与众不同，以便得到认同
-有创造力
-不食人间烟火
-觉得没被了解
( as a conclusion: EMO)

3)腹中心：
a)能力型
-先攻击，使得他人没办法伤害他们
-遇强者强
-保护软弱
-有正义感
-不敢当老二

b)和平型
-被动攻击，退让保持内在安慰
-害怕冲突
-压抑情绪，不让情绪波动
-会突然爆发

c)完美型
-要求自己做好每件事。期望他人也这样做
-吹毛求疵
-想要改造社会

我是艺术型+丰富性+和平型，你们呢？^^

生理期

2011-11-02T17:08:00.001+08:00

他妈的！如果要说唯一一个理由讨厌当女生，就是“亲戚”会每个月来访。

他妈的，这个时候神经特别敏感，好像把平常都看似很简单，很平常的事情复杂化。

把每个情绪都无极限地放大，在放大。

在放大的同时，发现自己好像变得很脆弱。

这个蜕变很恐怖，让自己毫无防备，很讨厌。

只好跟自己说：“都是这个期间的荷尔蒙不平衡导致的”。毕竟从生物学来看，它是这样解释的。

很讨厌无理取闹，很讨厌变火爆，很讨厌变眼浅的人，很讨厌想很多，但在这个特别，女生专有的期间，就是遁形了。囧

对不起，我时常无理取闹。

对不起，我那莫名而来的失落感。

对不起，突然来袭的空虚。

对不起，我会突然沉默。

对不起，我会吃醋。

对不起，我很敏感。

对不起，我在意每一句话.

对不起，这就是我。

蔡健雅孙燕姿

原点

孙：拥抱的时候心情有点痛
也去提早感受到寂寞
蔡：离开的时候只听见沉默
除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在他在你的身边就对他好一点
孙：不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
蔡：不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点
孙：总有那一天相遇的瞬间
确定那些冷漠的从前已走远
蔡：别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在你的身边就对谁好一点
孙：不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
蔡：不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点
孙：我应该
就走开
就算感情还在
蔡：我应该
就放开
对他不再依赖
孙：忘了曾有过的片段
蔡：这是属于你们的未来
孙：不要看到你们的爱败给了时间
我能愿选择离别
没有一句怨言
蔡：直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
我才发现彼此都了解
合：默契是最宝贵的语言

ps:很emo的一首歌。

I LOVE E-M-O

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2011-10-25T16:54:00.011+08:00

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part III

2011-09-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

~~DON'T UNDERESTIMATE SOMEONE THAT MIGHT LOOK LIKE A FOOL IN FRONT OF YOU,YOU WOULDN'T KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES~~

是我的太细心，放大你们的不经心。

面对着看似傻傻的人，人最容易暴露他们最丑陋的一面。

面对着看似傻傻的人，有野心的的人最喜欢从他们身上抽取对自己有用途的利益。

面对着看似傻傻的人，他们就以为傻傻的人不会察觉他们多么可笑的利用着别人来达到自己的利益。

。。。

其实你们不知道的是，看似傻傻的人在衡量着。

衡量着自己在你们心里是占着什么地位，是利益用途，还是真真感情上的交流。

他们在心里有了一定的答案，懂得以什么心态及态度来对待不同的人。

每个人在他们心里都有了个彻底的解剖图。

把每个真，善，恶都有了一定的标签。

傻乎乎是个面具，隔着一层面具来看你们演戏。

人真的很奇怪，努力的保护自己，不让自己被利用，但往往却对比自己单纯或看似傻傻的人下手。

矛盾。

妈咪从我懂事以来就开始灌输我社会学。

虽然我不曾踏出社会工作或真真的卷入社会生活，但妈咪的话就像一本活字典，记载着妈咪十几年在社会的经历。

很实用。

一种米养百种人。

这句话，我铭记。

有时妈咪说我很吊儿郎当，傻傻的，不懂真真社会的险恶。

其实我并不傻，只是装傻。

我用我另一套方法，再灌入妈咪的箴言，看这社会。

爱你，妈咪 ♥

part II

2011-09-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their own formula to survive in this reality world.

We dont have the right to comment about others' choices they had made.

Some people live on in a sorrow way,yet,some people may live happily ever after under the same circumstances.

People told me before that i dont looked like an under stressed student.

I fooled around like nobody,sing so loud with my sing-a-long songs,joking when the teachers were conducting lessons...

Then they labelled me as the "not-so-brilliant-in-study".

I just choosed the way less people will choose.

I live out my life in a happy way by not choosing to let my life going on and on in the same orientation.

I may be under stressed some time,at that kind of moment that you can't see.

I may be sad some time,but i try to wipe my tears at the hideous corner.

I may be thinking of some serious and deep matters,but you guys will never know *wink wink*

I am a deep person yet nobody will realise that i am.

But this is me,i like to be a MYSTERIOUS kinda girl.

I guess it's called PERSONALITY ♥

a piece of Vicky's thought

2011-09-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

感情少了分享就少了份了解。其实可以不要脸的讨论任何事。嘻嘻哈哈，无忧无虑的过日子，显得很没内涵，一份没有养分的空心爱情。其实大可跟对方倾诉关于一切的烦恼和快乐。哪怕谈得笑得没形象，哪怕谈得落泪，谈得心碎，谈的结果还都是没谈出一丝的解决方法。其实，分享是让对方知道自己在对方心目中占据的分量。

少了朋友的陪伴，这段感情显得空虚。不要当个爱情奴，不要让朋友觉得你把爱情看得比天还要大，朋友什么都不是。24小时的“老婆老婆/老公老公”的挂在嘴边，会让朋友觉得你/妳慢慢消失自我，慢慢活在对方的影子下。on the other hand,双方朋友就该对这爱情ing的朋友抱着一定的信任。对这段友谊抱着一定的信任，相信他/她会在爱情与友情取得平衡。不要持有悲观及偏激的想法，“恋爱的，往往会从我们麻吉名单消逝”。选择相信对方的忠诚之余，也相信自己有那般能力，能让他/她无法离开麻吉。

爱现在模样的他/她。如果你愛的是對方未來可能的樣子，那他根本不是你的伴侶，而是你改造的對象。如果你一直希望能改變對方，才覺得比較滿意，那就不是愛，而是賭博，用雙方的快樂當作賭注。你跟一個人交往時，要愛和尊重對方的本相，而不是他未來的樣子，你可以期望他繼續成長，但你必須滿意他現在的樣子。不要试着改变对方的一切，因为他/她最初认为，跟你/妳在一起是可以以自己最真实的身份谈恋爱。当有人说你/妳变了的时候，不过是因为你/妳不再按他们习惯的方式生活罢了。

to be continued~

so-called sem break

2011-09-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

YOOOHOO~ "sem break" for Form Six student.

Buddies and Dearss are coming back from all over the corners in Malaysia.

MISS THEM LIKE HELL!! SERIOUSLY~

FML,I fell sick for this holiday and manage to attend 2 gatherings only.

sob sob

I was like stucked in the house everyday,yet my mum kept nagging me for often hanging out..

WTFFFFF!!!!??

spot my pale sick face

yuuuccck,cracked lips~

gloooooomy daysss

HERE ARE MY BABESSS~

29/08/2011-matrix buddies headed back to B'wth from N.S

We hitted to the island and sang K in 1st Avenue

ps: no bread liao Ah San and Ah Ying!! hahahaaaaa

30/08/2011-Gather with college buddy,Ah Kum and Kedah Matrix buddy , Ming See,Yuki and Mrs Ang at Little Chef.

Ah Kum,your hair is long=.=

Miss you,AMPLIFIER^^

miss many many chances for gathering with sweetiess..

saaaad~~

me want gathering, me want gathering,me want gathering!!!!

. . .

2011-08-19T11:19:00.003+08:00

Count down-ing for the very first exam after doing nothing for almost half a year.

As usual,i skipped school today to so-called study at home.

NAH! I didn't study much.

Imma going to be sacrificed in this middle of battlefield.

Guess what is in my cup? 泡参^^

Woah..you really come in time.

Big guy here to hydrate my eyes.

Pimples are popping out.

Hairs are tore apart.

Books are scattered around.

Big appetite.

Big panda eyes.

Lack of sleep.

......

HOORAY!
EXAM IS COMING!!

My lovely and adorable babes back in town tonight!

shake it babes!

But we couldn't accompany them as we are having our exam.

DUHHH~

MISS THEM LIKE HELL!!!

ps:skip the their-hair-are-longer-than-us's part =.=

JOM,PI MAKAN!!

I bet you guys missed Penang food soooo much^^

WELCOME BACK,DEARS!

MISS YOU^^

dreadful

2011-08-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

spot my CHAN face =(

Hello world,you truly is coming back from the middle of the coming-battle.

IMMA EXHAUSTED !!

The first exam in my Form6 life is coming very soooooon,Yet i had prepared nothing.

ISSHHH!!
I wonder why am i so tarded as i din wake up in the middle of the nite,burning the midnite oil craving for the boooksss.

ERMMMM~

I dont know @.@

ps:texting till the midnite,NO NO NO NO!!! Imma going to chop my hands down!!

OH MY MAMA, i just cnt find the right "click" to actually switch on my study moood!!

OMG,everything i do must according to the right mood.

What the hell am i=.=

my "beloved" Chemistry.

I really love my Chemistry teacher,but for Chemistry...ermmm..XP

Its all about E-L-E-C-T-R-O-N!!

Ok,imma just showing the books but in fact,i barely touched them!
SLAP ME!!

This coming Saturday-13/08/2011

JESUS

ALLAH

GUAN YIN MA

AMITOFO

pls popi me that i can actually speak in brilliant ENGLISH on that day!

There will be hundreds pairs of eyes,staring at me (and three others) deliberating some sort of MUET speaking test ( actually,in actual MUET exam,there will only be 4 candidates plus two examiners in the room,idk what Sara is up to, wanna me fool myself in front hundreds of ppl T.T)

pls...no trembling pls!!
I dont want to be said that i am always lucky enough to always get the best grade from Sara in only-four-speaking-group every week.

I wanna show that imma actually qualified enough to get the credit from Sara!!

RAWRRRR!!

popi popi~

no more sleeping, piggie VICKY!!

You gonna ruin your life!!
ARGH!!!

just a kiss

2011-07-18T17:22:00.003+08:00

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ya,boys are always a boy,a always-8-year-old-boy.

dili di

2011-07-16T00:36:00.001+08:00

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LMAO

it's all about L-O-V-E

2011-07-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

最近爱上了梁静茹的分手快乐，果然是情歌天后yorr..^^

我无法帮你预言

委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍
朋友爱的那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错
至少要喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞
你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手
想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走
吹吹冷风会清醒的多
你说你不怕分手
只有点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了
剩自己一个
其实爱对了人
情人节每天都过
分手快乐祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
不想过冬厌倦沉重
就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐请你快乐
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱像坐慢车
看透彻了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收
你发誓你会活的有笑容
你自信时候真的美多了

其实真正很爱过，即使分了，也会在心中留下一个坑。
无论时间过了多久，那个坑，只属于特定的那个人。
痛哭过，崩溃过，歇斯底里过，不要告诉我转个身就没事。

其实，“要忘记一段恋情的最佳方法，就是开始新的一段”，这句话满有问题的。
你当那个“新开始的恋情”是怎样？？？
以便你能在他/她身上找到他/她的影子吗？
以便能让你麻醉你受过的伤吗？
以便让自己忘记吗？？
那么说，那个“为了帮你忘记旧伤，而开始的恋情”是个工具咯？？

所以说嘛，没完全放下，请不要扰别人的清静。
难不成你要在开始的一半，突然喊卡，说“paise啊，我还是忘不了他/她，所以你是个失败的工具，我们分手吧。”？？？
几chim 一下咯

轰轰烈烈的爱过固然好，毕竟年轻嘛。
但热恋过后的残缺该怎么收拾才能让“另个他/她” 完全相信你才是真正的难题。

trust is gained,not given by sympathy.

或许等到特定的时期，你会突然忘了他/她的长相，看到他/她心不再揪，发现他/她跟谁在一起你根本懒得理，发觉以前哭到撕心裂肺是个笑话，
那么，你才有资格去开始恋一段没有他/她影子的爱情吧。^^
不要为了忘记而谈恋爱，很伤神的..哈哈哈

ps:我要去唱k! K分手快乐^^

如果他总为别人撑伞

你何苦非为他等在雨中

T.G.I.F.

2011-07-08T10:30:00.001+08:00

Y-E-A-H!!
I would never get bored with Katy Perry!!!
ily!!
She makes me wanna party whole life^^
Woah Woah...high!!
She is a nerd,but a pretty nerd !
jealousssss~~

I am playing truant today but i am hanging at here,online and kep playing Katy Perry in my head..
Woah Woah...

ps:just keep my blog alive with Katy's song^^

stay tuned^^

i always believe i have an incredible strong sixth sense.

But,sometimes it always turns something that suppose to be "surprise" to "not-so-surprise"^^

I realise what ppl always said:"being stupid get more surprises"^^

buuuhhh

2011-06-16T16:45:00.002+08:00

Why i am hard to understand everything?
Why i am a slow-learner?
Why i couldn't get everything right?

When ppl around you is a step faster than you,that means you alr slow.
I always think that having geng geng ppl around you is the best way to improve yourself.
Yes,indeed!
But,there was the other way round,
IS SUPER DUPER TENSION!
When ppl raised their hand undoubtedly to answer whatever teachers asked,you just can wait for the teacher finish praising them and explain one more time based on my frequency,IT FEELSUCKS!
I really tried to revise and study,but i just get lost in the book and syllabus.
Some times i doubted that maybe i got my SPM result just by luck or ting tong tiang.
I know i shoudn't be self-hatred or else this wont bring me to anywhere.
I want to get over this feeling soon and suck it up whatever it takes.
I just need some times.
Don't I?

When yesterday Pa ttn teacher told us not to think about taking a 3 or 4 hours nap in the afternoon after coming back from school,i buh-bye my 18 and 19 years old.
What we just have is 15 minutes on the couch and start blah blah blah the books until the last day of STPM.
What do you think,we have the whole universe to catch up within the least time.
Ya, i think we are Superman.

And for everyone information,i really cnt accept new comers.
Dont think that i am a psycho or what.
Is just my weird feeling.
I just can't accept them,joining us in form6 just like that.
It is just weird la.
I cnt tell abt the feeling.
I admit that they have done nothing wrong to offend me,but i just cnt accept that they suddenly claimed themselves as clb students just in form6.

I dun wish to start my post with this emo genre.
Maybe next time,i will be telling you abt how great i perform in my academic.
Ya,i know the day will come!
Suck it up,babe!!

常常强颜欢笑，迟早中忧郁症。

i am belong with you♥

2011-05-16T22:56:00.003+08:00

友达以上恋人未满

甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱

我们以后会变怎样

我迫不及待想知道答案

我们都是处于bye 多过hi的关系。
我从来都没想过我们会遇上。
尽管我想尽了方法让我们不会有交叉，永远是两条平行线，
但是，
我们还是遇上了。

你是我最重要的決定

我願意每天在你身邊甦醒

就連吵架也很過癮不會冷冰

因為真愛沒有輸贏只有親密

你是我最重要的決定
我願意打破對未知的恐懼

就算流淚也能放晴將心比心

因為幸福沒有捷徑只有經營

我知道“你”是个很难让人捉摸到“你”核心想法。
我知道这条路给很多没尝试的人垂弃。
我知道这条路会很难走。
我知道，我会需要容忍加不放弃，需要很大的心理建设。
我知道选择了“你"”，就算跪着，也要把它走完。
因为，“你”应该是我的最后选择。

不再去计较别人的别种幸福，我相信，“你”也可以带给我同样幸福。
不再去等待那无畏的期盼，因为，希望越大，失望会十倍的大，更痛。

从前的讨厌，逐渐的让我喜欢上“你”。
我也不知道何种原因，我就是没那么的讨厌“你”了。

我喜欢“你”
希望我会很快的说我爱“你”

LOVE

YOU

MR.

FORM

SIX!!

哈哈哈哈

dear Mr.Form Six,

老娘要将你当“仔” kao!

我喜欢怎样的类型，你就是那种类型！

sarangheyo!

muakies

♥

STPM，so what ~

(woah,ane 大声）

big big leg plus my STPM=.=

this is what we call-“啃”书！

form6

2011-05-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

whether you like it or not,here you are,Form 6.

i am still wondering whether this is the best choice to make.

wanna escape from CLB

but,

where to go?

i don't know.

I m not sure.

Here they go,my 18 and 19 years old

my youth

my precious periods in my whole life.

See you guys named 18 and 19 at another reincarnation.

RMB,i wanna be a human girl again!

ps:pls let me become an ang mo pretty girl^.^

下一世十八十九的我，

让我有勇气去追求一切我想要的。

让我不要再有犹豫不决的个性。

期待5月21号

世界末日要来了咯

来世再见吧各位

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

fuck you!

2011-05-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

第二天身为一半的form 6学生。

今天，分配和ah bii,柔恩，珊琳。。。同班。

ok,进入主题。

我真的超级无敌很没有mood.

他妈的，pn liew!

我真的behtahan liao!

我现在终于知道气到哭的滋味了。

今天第一天在clb哭，

原因在头发。

真的很平！！！

tmd 理发师！

我以后死都不要做理发师！

我孩子也不准做理发师！

尤其是CLB的"专属"的那种。

相信我，很讨厌！

死pn.liew!

wa jin jia beh tong u liao i tell u!!!

u din fucking face n the pattern,做莫酱多人死不见得你去死的？！

fuck u!

一直扮得一副很受欢迎酱！

(sorry ah bii,this whole day long u have been listening to my rude word,sorry)

一直讲“要留长发就去读kolej 啦，不要回来钟灵”

鬼不知道你妈是女人啊！？

你不知道这一句话会伤到很多人的吗？！

人家就是家里没钱，就是fucking政府没给奖学金，我们才回来的嘛！

我们已经被政府的东西不被录取已经伤透了，还说这些东西！

as yimin's dad said "你们的老师是太过聪明，还是没脑！"

亏你还为人师表！

SHAME ON YOU,BITCH!

鬼也不想回form6 啦！

要不是政府看肤色，我们这些金英会回来，还要看你脸色！？

我们都几岁了！

头发不给留长！

食古不化！

我妈说“你们的学校是不是要他们的学生都丑丑，才没有人pat toh??老头脑！”

mlm

我真的很丑！

一剪完，我就跟美雯讲：“UTAR有没有july intake?"

我真的会去UTAR

等到那天那个cb pn liew弄到我很tl 她！

我相信，那天不会太久！

很后悔没积极申请私人的东西还有奖学金。

wtf!

我很讨厌我自己！

想哭！

别来惹我！

pn.liew,you are fuckingly annoyed n go 爆血管！

我呸！pui!

2011-05-07T12:49:00.000+08:00

星期四，和dear，ah kum通过电话。
她的情绪极度，夸张，非常，十分激动。
考虑着是否应该再相信政府。
还是直接去私立上课。

还有，听到同学纷纷都得到petronas,我心更加不平衡。
怪自己没申请。
好想slap die myself!
“u suka engineering ??"
"errrr.."
"my mum say at least u gt apply"
ZZzzZ...
now self-console,"i dun like engineering pun~"
ishhhhh...

一个字。
政府烂！！！
根本就在浪费学生的时间。
逼迫学生面临奔溃的局面。
什么奖学金，
什么鬼奖励，
都在300年后才揭晓。
如果到后来等到了个空，没得任何什么鬼政府东西的话，
私立也开课了，
哪，吃西北风啊？！
慧慈语录：“逊毙了！”

10 As，9 As 到头来根本就是一张印着+，-，B 的废纸。
这张纸都不能保证我们接下来的出路。
考来根本自娱娱人。
吃饱太得空。
到头来还不是自己出钱去私立，或者回form6。
form6 的命运就是在跟自己赌一把，
输了，赔掉一年半的青春+不能上大学的命运。
赢了，还是得看政府的脸。
他爽，你就走运。
他不爽，你就tneh.

名字加上 binti muhammad/bin muhammad 就不一样了
他们不知道他们攀上很好的求学机会，脚底下需要垫着许多被出卖的华人的灵魂。
那些拼得要死不活的华人换来的是那些姓马几十个 B ，就可以轻轻松松得到政府的福利。
能读的，把他们当草，不能读的，把他们当宝。
还问为什么我国的人才会流失=.=

如果，我因这篇post，被ISA了，记得帮我请律师。
听说lokap里的卫生有很大的进步空间。
本人有严重的洁癖。
谢谢。

我很爱国的！
i am not being a racist here.
although i m very support 黄明志！
BIG LOL!

my first job^^

2011-05-01T13:08:00.001+08:00

Hello bloggies,i am going to talk abt my first job ever in my life!

FYI,my working place just two steps away from my house... ZzZz...

Cn u guess what is my job??

muahahahaha...

Massive clash with my siao siao image with my job...

TA DAA,my working place a.k.a my primary school ( this is the new one,i studied at the old building )

I worked as a guru ganti since the "real" teacher went for meeting or idk what it is.

my table (just sitting there where the "real" teacher used to sit b4 she went to kursus.)

Technically,i am bored just sitting there waiting for my class.

I think i am not the office-type of person who their working compound is just on their table and writing document,facing the computer whole day long.

OMG!

I think i am gonna freaked out if my life is going to be like that.

a nine to five working life everyday!

我接受唔到咯～

FYI,i dont think getting myself stucked at the office whole day will get me a charming,good looking,rich prince.

It restrict my social life!

LMAO

i think too much~.~

Btw,i hate standard two!

Do we looked like this whole bunch of devils when we were still at standard two??screaming and complaining who beats who,who says bad thng abt who??
“阿琪姐姐，那个班长啊讲我。。。”
“阿琪姐姐，那个XXX啊不要给我。。。”
“阿琪姐姐，那个XXX.。。。”
（they called me 阿琪姐姐since one of my neighbour is one of this class,she 带头called first,so everybody follow her ~,~)

ARGH!!!
别再来料har,abo我给你够够力我跟你讲!

really wanna slap them die die!

they treated my warnings as nothing!

WTF!

I could only say,they have sooo much energy,running and playing like nobody!

年轻嘛～
so,i just let them "nua"..
hahahaahahaha..
bo lat liao..
me old liao~.~

My first salary!!

haha..

Actually,i felt i had been cheated~.~

The headmaster told me that i could get Rm20 for one hour of ttn,and one session of ttn consist of two hours.

But but but......

i just get RM20 for everythng!

WTF

That means RM 10 for one hour!
And and and,the kokurikulum time just give me RM15 !!

ARGH!!

And somemore,i stay at school from 7.30am till 5.00pm one day,and THEY JUST GV ME RM15!! walao!!!!

If if,only IF..

i get the offer from the teacher college,

should i go??

Is that worth for me??

Is that really good for me??

OMG

confuse~~~

Sienzzz

called me 老师!!!

ZZzz

走马看花的一天

2011-04-26T17:57:00.001+08:00

上个星期天，我和家人去了一趟“槟城走马看花一日游”after去牛奶佛拜拜。

真的很“走马看花”一下的咯。。-,-

lets the photo do the talking,shall we?? muahahaha

Kek Lok Si-taken by my sis

Kek Lok Si-taken by her too

The so-called-the most delicious Ayer Itam laksa.

So So nia...~.~

After that,we went for P.Ramlee's birth home.

His parents' bedroom.

Do you spot that?!The length of the bed from last few decades is super shorter than ours nowadays.

I was wondering that ppl from that time must be quite shorter than us..hahaha

His parent's cupboard.

His kad pengenalan.

His bike n my sister.

My dad n his potret.

Do they look the same-.-

i mean the pose~.~

ok, now is the syok-sendiri time..muahahaha^.^

My current Fb profile photo.

As many ppl said,"half of face is much more better looking than the whole face." so,i considered this pic is beautiful...

muahahahahaha..

Love going travel with family.

Love to take photo.

Love you.

Love me.

hehex.

遗失启事

2011-04-22T00:11:00.008+08:00

就在昨天，我遗失了我的儿童节。

在没有弹珠和秋千，再也没有棒棒糖和米老鼠。我戴上金框眼镜，世界不再模糊，可也从此遗失了我的藏宝图。

我还同时丢掉了一个叫风趣的妈妈,一个叫无所谓的爸爸，和一个会说童话的老师。

我那只永不准时的手表，会打喷嚏的水枪，全装进垃圾袋里，扔向记忆掩埋场。

是什么时候发生的事？只知道一回头，一起骑旋转木马的欢乐同伴全部消失。我掏了掏口袋，以再也找不到“在玩一次”的游戏铜板；而游乐场入场卷，早已被撕掉截角。

我打现场“叩应电话”寻找遗失的童年；主词人说，时间已到，下次请早。

我登报，被作废。

我还四处张贴大红的遗失启事，却描述不出失踪者的特征。我一定对童年太不在乎，在我拥有它时，根本没仔细瞧过它几眼。真的，我多想再要回我的十岁，十三岁，十五岁......,多想再撅着嘴，在空了的草原吹泡泡。

可有仁人君子，拾获我的童年笑声？

正当我沿路呼叫，却听到另一个声音：“有谁捡到我的十七岁？”更远处，还有回声：“我的四十岁真的找不回？”

于是我看见满街都是“遗失启事”，每个人都在不同阶段，搞丢了自己过往的岁月。

我赶紧到医院挂号，询问如何保住自己珍爱的时间。

发色苍苍的主任大夫大声笑了起来：“这是绝症。唯一的办法就是别理它，让它走。”在进步的医学，也帮助不了我们留住童年。

不过，幸好我们还有回忆。搭乘回忆列车，我们总能再到童年一游。如今我能做什么呢? 就是好好地度过十七岁，我注定在十八岁遗失它们。

type one by one by ur truly,ME from a book called 我的左手笔记.

这是早在我form 2时就从图书馆借看过的一本书，很巧合的，我妹前几天也借了。

跟她递来看了一下，这篇文章果然很让我眼前一亮。

爱它的故事结构

爱它的写作手法

爱它那优美的句子在文中穿梭

爱它那说不出的感觉

爱它能那么淋漓尽致地挥洒

...

抹不掉的的是记忆，忘不了的是回忆

不要因为完结而哭泣，要为曾经发生而微笑。

Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by

Realize-Colbie Caillat

first time finally

2011-04-08T15:52:00.000+08:00

ALOHA EARTHLING^^

FINALLY

FINALLY

got to drive after waiting for ages!

First time in auto car!

Technically,thanks to my sis for missing her bus.

haha

long long journey await~

Frankly,quite terrified when knowing that there wasn't a game anymore driving on a real road~

phew~

one mistake lead a serious consequence..

walao..

headache..

driving still need to deal with such kind of stress..

walao...tak boleh tahan@.@

跟戏pat toh..哈哈

2011-04-06T17:54:00.001+08:00

过去的星期一和珊，庭，雯，敏，莹去boom 掉了K-room和去看这部电影。

当面对一个痴心的“火星男”和一个随时都得有心理准备他会出去偷吃的“花心男”，

你会选谁？

（当然无法质疑的，他们两个男的都很爱女主角）

怎么选叻？

两个都很优秀。

“我愿意”和“爱很简单”

选哪一首？

in my opinion:那个女主角好像比较喜欢“花心男”叻。但最终还是嫁给那个“火星男”啦。

as a conclusion，一次不忠，百次不容。女人是绝对不能接受某天在男人车上有无意找到大量保险套后，男人给的是一句standby做理由。

一句电影里的经典对白:

"十个男人九个滚，一个总lam紧”

（use 广东翻译）

哈哈。

超“男生心理”的一句话。

这部剧有很多浪漫的桥段，很棒！

女人是需要即体贴又不失浪漫情调的男人。

当然，不会去“滚”的男人！

哎哟，去哪里找！？

xxxx

最近也看了，秘密花园。

（我知道N年前的戏料-,-）

很浪漫+搞笑

这部剧的soundtrack都很不错听。
是有史以来让我笑最多的韩剧。(但后面的剧情有点闷叻）

ok,我爱上韩国了.

能去韩国，我要去整我的鼻子给它挺到du死人。wahahahaha

哟，为什么malaysia没四季！

热到爆炸！

不公平的咯！

ishhh~

自从星期一听到阿庭的甜蜜爱情，再加上最近看的戏都那么浪漫。

哎哟，让人有种想谈恋爱的冲动。

哈哈。。

hiao liao hiao liao..

爱情，

顺其自然吧^^

TAADAA^.^

2011-03-29T12:44:00.000+08:00

蹬

蹬蹬！

come some musics~

Dont say i look like GARY YAP agn! ( I mean you,Ah Chau)

I know that my face looked like flat n pong like roti canai now.=.=

But,who cares,cheh~

I get this paper card anyway which costed me RM900!!

Hate Malaysia government..

Promise:

Wnt drive more than 20km/hour (kidding.haha..better walking if like this)

Wnt try to compete with others

Wnt exceed the speed limit

Wnt cause any summones

Wnt get involved...(choi choi choi)Wnt drunk when driving (siao meh..i m guai guai gurl lai d)

Wnt listen to phone when driving (except stuck at the traffic jam)

Wnt fall asleep when driving

...

As a conclusion:

I WILL BE EXTRA X 30000 BECAREFUL WHEN I AM ON THE ROAD

as road like mulut harimau ^^

dont play play har with the road^^

road isnt a playground for you to play mamasak with^^

26/03/2011's raining day

2011-03-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

Yohooo...

After searching for many days,

TA DAAAA..

i m proud of CLB....tomorrow i will proud with CLB!

spot me??

i highlighted it alr...

haha..

i am under 9A's group..

ZzZZz

My dad purposely search everywhere abt the newspaper.

人家买的是当天的报纸，我爸特地去买24/03/2011的报纸。

只为了这个部分..

hahahahaha

GATHERING GATHERING wink wink

2009 4SA3 's flower gathering..

haha..

Spotted who is missing??

Ah Rene la..

She gt to work, so left four of us.

What a bizzare fingers' pose=.=

More photo:

4sa3 2009 gathering^^

Some photo me really looked fat!

It's time for me to keep fit AGAIN

haha..

but the food craving always ruin the plan anyway..

LOL

we went for this movie.

OMG

FYI,this movie really SUCKS like its name-Sucker Punch

haha.

Except the movie effect,the pretty girls and the soundtracks,i really found nothing abt wat the movie is talking

about.

@.@

maybe this is the matter of CHIM-ness

haha..

After that,we went to Guardian to buy these.

hehex

OFFER mar...

But the consequence is

I HAVE TO CARRY THEM EVERYWHERE IN SUNWAY

cause

NO PLASTIC BAGS IS ALLOWED!

ok,i was a bit annoyed with the government abt the no plastic bags's plan yesterday.

yes,we are still blur with the future.

Not only me still confusing abt this thing.

We are same rupa-rupanya..

hahaha..

the climb

2011-03-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

The Climb

Artist : Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreaming, but

There's a voice inside my head saying

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm takin'

Every move I make

Feels lost with no direction,

My faith is shakin'

But I gotta keep tryin'

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down, but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it, but

These are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most

I've just gotta keep goin', and

I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on movin'

Keep climbin'

Keep faith baby

It's all about, it's all about

The climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

ya,this is the feeling that we all might have apparently recently.

Feel so sorry for my mum.

She has not finished worrying me abt my next path.

I am so sorry.

Promised you that i woud plan my future life very very very carefully and wnt regret doing it!

I would try my best and not to count on other's help ( especially my uncle) hehex..

As you know,first step is the most difficult for me to make.

But believe me,I WILL MAKE IT!

激到

2011-03-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

我是不平衡的咯！

不平衡！

今年学校拿straight a's的人数多到呕。

撇开那些极度变态，神一般的境界的straight A+ 的，

straight A's还是超多

所以，今年严格来说，

9 A's是没有地位料!!!

今年的成绩是不是看得出来，没拿full A's是很好笑的??=.=
所以，我还有要求买新电话的资格吗?!>.<

“你都没人那么拼，能拿到九个应该躲在角落，自己笑到牙掉料”

ZZzzzZ

虽然自己只aim 7，因为知道自己的实力。

现在9个已经很疯狂了。

但就是不平衡。

其实不知道自己在不平衡什么，

就是不平衡咯！

你"吹"啊！

人真的很奇怪

身边的人足以改变一个人的想法。

本来很满意的，却往往在跟人比较之下，自己却逊掉了。

这个时候是不是应该说"知足常乐"&"人比人，气死人"??

哈哈哈...

话说回来，他们背后流过多少的汗水，我们是看不出来的。

所以，straight A's students's hardworks really pay off 。

9 A's students,不是说我们不够努力，只能说就当作给自己一个空隙，让自己有进步空间。

哈哈哈哈哈。

it would be just a piece of paper only after ten years^^

gambateh for the future,that is the main part.

never look back for what you had missed,try to look forward to the future that awaits us^.^

××

and exactly the future thing kinda tortured every single piece of me right now!

my quote after taking the result yesterday is "b4 taking the result was worrying abt the result comes out bad,after taking the result is worrying abt the path that we nid to go "

haha..

I really hate making choice.Especially making the first step that has a huge connection v my future.

my salary.

my hope=.=

ppl told me, "make urself clear between ur ambition and reality"

how cruel is that!?

but this is the truth.

WELCOME TO THE REALITY, DUDE=.=

ok,where should i go next!?

faster decide zabo!!

slap me pls @.@

is time to wake up!

make up ur damn mind!

just choose!

how miserable could it be!

slap me!!

almost confuse with my earlier ambition alr...

dont make me confuse!!!

shoo shoo...

SIAM~~~

有点神经质的blogmistress signing off~

somebody pinch me pls!

2011-03-23T19:33:00.004+08:00

OMG!!

am i dreaming!?

slap me pls!

Really thank GOD!

i really dont imagine that i would actually gt 9 a's!!

pls,let me shout!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhh!!!

although i dint gt all 9A+,

but nevermind..

satisfied with what i already got!

YEAH!

hahaha..

congrate to those who gt the result that they dream of!!

really thanks to JIM ALICE,

TEH MEI LEE,

PN.CHAM,

ONG LENG YEE,

MODERN MATH TEACHER (i alr forget her name..haha),

KAN LAI MENG,

TAN SOO LIN,

PHUAH AI LIN (the most! )

TAN PEI SAN

TAN PEIK SWEE

S.H TAN,

LIM MEI FUNG,

CALVIN,

LIM BOON LEONG,

K.K LEONG

I LOVE YOU GUYS

SHOUT OUT LOUD,BABES!

SO,TELL ME,AM I DREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????

当你只是从自己一个人的视线看到自己只能把九粒糖果吞进肚子，看着剩下的余一，你还会微微笑说，没关系，九粒糖果已经很满足，很甜了；

但当你把视线挪移到更大的范围，看到越来越多人轻而易举地一口气把十颗糖果咽进肚子，那九粒糖果显得很渺小，可笑，太微不足道。

其实都是心理作祟，

只有忠于自己原本的初衷，心会豁达一点，更舒服一点。

不要忘了，曾经那第一刻，那九颗糖果是让你微笑的冲动。

吃太多糖，会痴肥噢^^

"喷“啦

2011-03-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

you guys would probably face some issues now since now is the month of SPM-result..bla bla bla kinda stuff.

parents issues..

relative issues..

on top of the both isues,the most outrageous problem that i forced to face was the NEIGHBOUR ISSUES

come on..

stupid

and ridiculous

nah,this is my attitude!

For those nossy neighbours

If making my life miserable and fulled of failures was ur intention and only hobby,i could tell that ur lifes are miserable.so,pick up another hobby,bitch!

FUCK OFF from my life.

as yimin said:我活着不是為了取悅你!

Thats why i hate living in this small town.

News spread fast like wild fire especially the BAD NEWS!

Seeing me drop from the sky down to the earth was the only aim in ur lifes since i was small...always do.

If i have the guts,i would probably walk in front of ur face and tear off ur fake masks n slap you guys with my whole effort!

Stop talking and pretending to spilt out some so-called consolations.

“阿琪可以的啦，十粒扫到完的啦”

“阿琪gao 的啦”

zZzZZ

FYI,your acting was bad as my filthy socks.

Your acts wnt win you any prizes.

So,stop pretending!

你演不厌，我看了也觉得悃!

超级缺乏创意+ideas～

Cn you come out some good ideas or topics?!

脑生草！

So as the realative..

BYE from my life now..

I would really appreciate that if you really care abt me.

If "IF"~

ZzZzZz

Bye,SUCKERS~

wanna puke when seeing ur fake faces..so,“喷” 啦!!!

没教养，真可怕

2011-03-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

for the uneducated and stupid you who wrote
weiziee:puto kua
weiziee:cibai
OMG!! can u be mature!!!!
if u really so like me,pls use ur true animal name and left ur masterpiece at my chatbox.
or maybe ur mum gave u the so animal name tat couldn't be knew by other human?
and i know curious, ARE U ONE OF THE DOWN SYNDROME KIND??
if so,go home and pls ur mum teach u the right manner.
u r like living in the jungle who still uneducated and acting like monkey^^
and,i still cnt stop loving myself,so can u just stay away from using my name?!
tis is an extremely humiliate my name.

so,bye~

FUCK OFF!!

滿了18歲、恩…真的是會這樣?

2011-03-01T12:02:00.001+08:00

转身要比眼泪快

这是必须

过了18岁
你必须学会承担难过
你必须知道难过它会过

要经常对自己說：
我也可以很勇敢！

不要、千万不要轻易在别人面前掉眼泪
别人看多了你的眼泪

就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价

你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事

可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人

请你不要觉得那是负担

过了18岁

这是你生命中一个新的开始

谁对你好

你就对谁好
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的

双向法则

没有人有义务对你好

过了18岁

擦亮眼睛

谁对你好

记得对他好

4.
明确自己的目标

为此奋斗
此时不搏何时搏?

不是屁话

过了18岁

你要出国?

找工作?

还是继续学习?……

过了18岁

你离踏入社会已不远

你是否已做好准备?

答应自己的事情就要做到

该对自己狠的时候就要狠

切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连
对自己心软成不了大事
过了18岁

要学会面对现实

不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中

6.
如果你正在恋爱

请不要毫无保留地付出

你全盘托出了

拿什么留给你以后的伴侶?

要学会自己洒脱一点
别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上

无论什么时候

看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌

做人当方则方、当圆则圆

过了18岁

别人不会再把你当小孩子
你的错误已不会再有人包容

对不喜欢的人和事学会面带笑容

不喜欢躲的远一点

感谢所有伤害过你的人

然后在18岁生日的那天

对他们挥挥手说声：

“我不再恨你们了”

仇恨留在18岁以前的青春

你长大了……

你要正视伤害

别玩什么非主流

你又不是肥猪刘

还不如学着化化妆

不是烟熏浓

是大方得体的淡妆

一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过

一个化淡妆的女生

企业会优先考虑

为什么?

因为你连自己的容貌都不着急
你会着急什么?

世界上没有丑女人
只有懒女人

10.

减肥

说说就好
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候
你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你

说不好还有胃癌

过了18岁

你要知道

你以后的路还有很长

健康的身体是你走下去的保证

11.

对挑拨离间的人

不要揭发他

等他演完一出出好戏

拼命演、拼命圆

然后告诉他

其实你什么都知道

接着笑笑离开

12.

是的

你已经达到法定婚龄了
可是你并不用着急着嫁人

或许你正在热恋

你们山盟海誓说要一辈子

可是你才刚过18岁

你不知道一辈子到底有多长

日子是过出来的

不是想出来的

结婚不是两个人的事情

是两个家庭的事情

老一辈讲的门当户对

并不是毫无道理的封建思想

结婚

你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念

所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎

恋爱就把它当成恋爱

结婚

慢慢来

13.
轰轰烈烈的爱情
留给1字头的年龄

你已经18岁了

别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事

什么夜不归宿、当街吵架、以死相逼、一哭二闹三上吊

那些疯狂的事情

那些年少轻狂

我们经历过就够了

过了18岁了

学会淡定从容

14.

伴侶

宁缺毋滥

不要因为寂寞而恋爱

不要因为跟风而恋爱

过了18岁了

学会对自己的人生负责

15.
自己喜欢的东西

不要奢望别人买
18岁

不管你以前是否玩过暧昧

你已经过了暧昧的年龄

女人要独立

经济独立是基礎

16.
如果一个男人对你说他配不上你

相信他

一个自己说配不上你的男人

一辈子也不会配得上你

珍惜与能力无关、与钱无关！

最后

随时给自己准备一个微笑

告诉自己

“我可以！”

from:Μακιγδ Fujii 藤井真清

有时还是觉得，还是小孩该有多好。

我不想我不想不想长大，

长大后世界就没童话，

18后，是现实的，

不会再盲目推崇，相信会有小说般王子公主的爱情？

不会再相信世界有magic?

不会再容易把自己的真正的感受一一的show在脸上？

是时候醒了吧？

哈哈。。

还是17最好^^

the first time in 18 life

2011-03-01T07:00:00.000+08:00

ops..dun misunderstand with the title^.^

since i never show how do my pair of ears look like in the public,

now...

this is it...

i need some music..

hahaha..

promise me u prepare yourself and dun get heart attack..

let you guys have heart attack wasn't my intention.

believe me~

1..

2..

3..

TAAADAAA~~

hahahaha...SHOCKED??! i just tried out the mask which i bought yesterday with khaiying at Watson.

This was my officially first time using mask..OMG do u beleive it!? shame shame#^^#

ops..does it really true that 18 is a turning point for all teenagers??haha

We have the determination to turn from Ugly Betty to Snow White..

haha..

annoyed with the waiting huh^.-

here is the mask's packet.

Actually i dunno would it cause some allergies on my face or not (OMB,pls dun)

Yiii~

i don't want to have a negative thinking..

hope everything goes on smoothly like what it promised to the users as it mentioned on the packet instead the other way round! ( Better be,or i cross my heart ,i will SUE ur company)

bye~

happy 18 birthday, february babes

2011-03-01T03:00:00.000+08:00

first of all,Yuki...pls 4gv my late post..

haha

18/02 of every year is the birthday of this hot chick^^

this is her 18 birthday's cake

all come along to celebrate her birthday at Winter Warmer

wish her:can get over every unpleasant things a.s.a.p

everything is going to be alright

appreciated every happy moments in ur life,let it gone with the wind the sad memories

stay pretty,sexy,hot,spicy,WHITE,cute,loud like you always do (except the "white" part..haha)

yeah^^

peace~

this cute babe's birthday is on 27/02

her cake

yimin vs khaiying

ah bee vs khaiying

hooisan vs khaiying

weird me vs khaiying=,=

STOP SAYING ME LOOK LIKE 叶俊岑!!!

leng bee

sexy shan

sexy shan vs barbie doll min^^

the bill~

Nando's

wish you a very happy 18

everything go on smoothly as you wish for

stay cute and pretty as always

yippy^^

ps:yimin,ur novel is terrific!

upload more^^

hehex

terrified

2011-02-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

Ok,i have been turning off my phone for nearly 1 week. Frankly,i am seriously freaked out to re-open my phone line again.
OMG,"THANK" you alot=,=
I told you guys who ever nid to contact me,find me at FB.
But,WTF,my line is damn slow right now because of exceeding my limited speed.
I cant even log in to my own blog.
WTF
Thats why,I HATE BROADBAND!!! SO MUCH !!
WTF streamyx's line is extremely poor at my area.
I gave up...
OMG,i really wish that every package of this internet thing is FOC~
So that i can upgrade my internet package to another advance package..
Wishing : money drop from sky whenever i nid $.$

I am terrified of many things.
The car thing ( i had a difficult time to actually estimate the car stering=,=)
The result thing( couldn't slp when thinking about it)
The future thing(where should i go next? would it be happiness?)
my English level thing...( oh~i need to overcome my fearfulness to actually SPEAK in English.I noe i can do it,but i blowed it every time when i determine to do so T.T)
Omg..
Freaking out~
Seriously,when would the damn result release?!
So many rumours about it.

Oh~i have PLURK alr^^
despite i dunno how it works completely,but who cares..i have PLURK like anyone has...

Lastly,i found out some really powerful phrase from 九把刀's novel.
He said,说出来会被嘲笑的梦想，才有实践的价值，即使跌倒了，姿势也会非常豪迈.
Although some of his novel were extraordinary (don't like any other novels ),beyond my understanding,a bit psycho,but his writing was overwhelming. It would be lingering around ur mind for a period of time.
Deserve for us to figure it out.^.^

will be continued~

缠(文改一点jor)

2011-02-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

我衷心希望，你真的会看到我这篇 “专门”为你而写的-我的剖白。
其实，你也应该知道在追逐的时候免不了会吃闭门羹，大大声的 NO 拒绝与千里之外。
其实我真的很感激你所谓的等待。
但，就是这一句等待让我很不习惯。
等待的下场就是意味着下次的巨大伤害。
我也不想这样。
我已经三番四次的用婉转的手法告诉你说我很enjoy单身的18岁。
不知道是我的修辞手法用的不够淋漓精致，还是你的执着拒绝你自己去了解。
继续的纠缠，我很怕你会令我感到厌恶（对不起，这是最坏的事实），让我更害怕你。

其实，单身有什么不好叻？
或者换句话说，我真的没有谈恋爱的憧憬，渴望。至少现在没有。
人生还有很多事情有做，很多人让我去爱，我不能就在这个青春正洋溢，旺盛的年纪单单的对着你一个，做不到。
哇靠，我真的还不想为我真正属于我和你，真正两人的爱情世界里，背负责任，那个包袱不是我想要的。现在不是。
青春嘛，这就是。
青春就像卫生棉，看似很多，用着用着就完了。
我还想一个人，背负着只属于我一个人的背包去闯荡这个世界。
两个人的背包，我搬不动。
谈恋爱，kinda会花掉青春的时间啦。

我喜欢看爱情小说，让我有置身第三者的评估他们那一段感情，然后沉迷在他们那段戏剧性，偶像剧脱不掉的剧情，
这，不代表我渴望恋爱。
只是喜欢看而看。
你“吹” 啊！
喜欢听疗伤情歌，然后突然emo起来，然后再fb乱贴emo的人生大道理，
这，不代表需要有人陪伴。
emo,不需要理由。
喜欢看情侣的照片，喜欢他们笑起来的甜蜜夫妻相，
这，不代表我羡慕，
只是被他们那份幸福感染。

单身的我是自由的，绑不住，也无法绑得住。
属于风一般的翱翔，
有着对下一转角路口的展望，
编着只属于自己的梦。
或许你觉得我自私。
但，
这就是我目前对“爱情”的看法。
正在恋爱的情侣可以反驳我，
无所谓。
我可以理解。

话说回来，请你别再让我难做了好不？
不想伤害你却伤害了我自己。
haizz..你教我怎么样做好吗,大佬 T.T

我还是不排除会在青春四射时候谈恋爱。毕竟我是正常喜欢男人的女人，
当我遇到对的人，
看得上眼的人，
感觉对了就On 啦。
等我遇到那个算得上mr.right 时，
我的post就不一样了
但目前为止，现在,now,sekarang
还是单身万岁！！

所以，本小姐现在phone-free.
有什么事就在FB找我吧。
我是时候不再烦了。
要去充电！
要脱离似乎很烦的信息～

Need you now

2011-02-16T16:06:00.000+08:00

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

current playing at my blog.Pls feel free to click 'play" and listen to it. Trust me,it's super NICEEEE.Soooo muchiee feels will be lingering around ur ears^.-

ps:I was once misunderstand that the woman's voice in this song was Taylor Swift (no doubt,her voice is sooo similar v T.S) #^.^# sia sui

ok,nothing to post actually.

Bye Bye

stay tuned~

Today

2011-02-15T15:18:00.000+08:00

14/02/2011

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE

I'm single,so wat!!!

Happy to be a single!

Being a single means deserve a better guys in the next right time ^.-

so watever

for those who in love for quite a time,

for those who are chasing ur Mr/Mrs Right

for those couple who are newly borned

for those who are married

pls,

Sweet forever

Loyal to ur partner from now on

Dont break their heart

Love them till ur last breath

Hug them when they need a warm hug

Kiss them when they need ur attention

Rocks And Roll all human beings on this day^^

Nothing without love

初六

2011-02-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

fuhyo,today go ah bee's house 拜年.

hsan drove her car which she needs fully attention,which mean no any distraction is allow,abo..hiak hiak...

gambateh ba hooi san =,="

WAIT ME GET MY LICENSE HAR~

b4 heading to ah bee's house~i am a bit 自恋

~~pls forgive the messy background~~

~~like this pixie the most^^~~

~~but pls ignore my fat leg~~

~~steamboat time!~~

this pixie reminded me about ah bee's mom=,="

my (Y^^Y) pose is been told by ah bee's mom to act like this

finally

thanks this leng lui who prepare everything for us^^ *clap*

from joanne the gorgeous

被人嫉妒是一种实力的证明，嫉妒别人是一种自卑的表现

人家嫉妒你所以才会重伤你，所以被重伤的那位，你应该庆幸，因为你是绝对有实力的。

我现在很想大声笑。

哈

菩萨po pi·~

tomorrow is going to be my officially first time car lesson.(not included my dad's car teaching)

Po pi everything go on smoothly

pls~

dun car burning

dun long piak

dun any unpleasant thing happen..

choi choi~~~~~~

have my finger crossed!

gambateh wei ziee!

SLIM

2011-02-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

~~TMD~~
~~WTF~~
~~mlm~~
~~F*CK~~

pls forgive me my rudeness,this is sure good for my health if i spilt it out with some not-so-good words.
ok,here's the story...
初三,when i went back to my ah ma's house (actually is my uncle's house) to have a steamboat a.k.a family gathering there.WTF,my third uncle complain to my mum that "an zua阿琪pui ki ane eh??"(in hokkien).
TMD,spoil my mood. ok,from today onward, sugar,carbohydrate, sweet stuff and every fat stimulate stuff are forbidden in my life!!
I cross my heart, this year would be a brand new me,going through my precious 18 !!Hng~~

do you see that!do you really understand the meaning of fat!?

ok,the photo above and this were the photo of the famous model in US,Tyra Banks who is my favourite.Ok,i know her figure was beyond your expectation of the body figure that a typical model should have. Thats why she is my idol! She become famous not because of her slim body (no,she doesn't have one) but her personality.
“气质，可爱，有性格...这些词是同情不漂亮的女孩儿存在的”
excuse me,i'm not buy it...

Today,i will not have my dinner!! (cross my finger)
And i swear i will have a slim body figure!!!!Argh!!!
Fighting for a 23 waist (too far for me to achieve i thnk =,=')!!!!!!
GERAM nia~

Namo Namo~give me power~ohmmm~

should i cut my hair~.~

so,SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR @.@

curse you!

2011-01-27T09:28:00.000+08:00

Damn hate you this FKING ASSHOLE PPL!
dont ask me who and why!
Dont forget that i mention first abt the learning stuff!
Curse You!!!!
Felt like been stabbed from behind and you this bitch never realise what you had done!
so pissed off right now!
SUCKED!!
I am done being used by you!
You dis horrible chic!

sucks til max

2011-01-25T07:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday me,shen lyn,and ah boon went to pacific to shop some cny clothes.Technically,asp joined us after that.
FYI,i had never been to pacific for N years alr.And i was so pissed abt pacific after shopping at there yesterday。No photos to share coz we just kept walking and walking n walking,never stopped.
Pacific was suckss til max!!!
I thought i would have buy some cny clothes there,but the clothes there were all aunty or those pub-going-girl's type or those which should sold for RM10 at pasar malam instead of RM60++ at the shop in PACIFIC!!!... WTF!!! but still there was a person told me that those kind of clothings suit me...WALAO!!!!! I am doubting ur taste, miss....lolxxxx... She try to persuade me to buy those 露奶or 露臀those kind of dress...i am so not you,so dont make me like you..i still wanna be the girl next door type and those kind of dress really OMG!!!!! Dont you think that ur taste is really that GENG,the truth is,really omg!!!(i can tell from the kind of guys you choosed^^) and try to control ur bossy style!!!I really hate those who with their bossy style and force ppl to obey all ur thoughts,opinions.. MY GOD...What a NICE TRIP~
I am so in love with SUNWAY~

***

maybe i wont be the first person who came acroos ur mind when you are asked "who are your best?" ,but you know,SO WATEVER!

i am so over it right now.I really mean it,ok.

i mean,there would be many persons who will walk into ur life and leave a huge influence and then

PUUFFFF~

walk away when they had found another really THE BEST for them,leaving you behind and never realise that when they were partying happily,the person that had been left behind,crying like a baby.(I am jz said it,dont mean i am really a crying type~)

So,on the second thought,YOU WERE SO NOT WORTH IT!

I will still receive your call and maybe hanging out with you guys when been jio-ed,chit-chating happily when in your group,gossiping abt another's secret...

so,i am happy that i wont sad anymore,coz i realise that still many ppl that worth me to keep them on top of my THE BEST list.

I LOVE MYSELF !!

真心话大冒险

2011-01-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

或许我是在这段感情里面的一片口香糖，一片嚼久了，无味了，想丢却无法随意黏在桌子底下或是随意吐掉的口香糖。
“一个人走或许多人牵手会来得比较幸福”，我是这样认为的。我很希望抛下这里认识的一切，不管人，事或物，到一个陌生的地方开始一段追逐梦想的旅程。

我没有你们疯狂的细胞。
没有你们广阔的社交圈。
没有你们活得如此多姿多彩。
或许你可以说我自卑。我承认。
我在你们心里挑不起重要的角色。
我从来就是你们没人陪时才会在我那么一个小空间，那个一个小角落又再呼唤我的名字。
所以我每次都在努力着，让你们发现我的存在。
只是越是积极努力，越是觉得很累。
为什么一切都需要努力？
为什么感情这一块就不会来得自然呢？
我真的不需要你们的同情。
你们的同情让我觉得很恶心。

我从来就是一个人躲在一个看不见的角落，自己舔伤口。不需要你们那么虚伪的慰问。

如果这一篇文章看了让你很不舒服，我很抱歉，我只是在属于我的一个小小空间，抒发专属自己的感受。

其实这篇我前几天就想写的了，可能假期让我太空闲，让我去真正思考一下这段感情。
其实，有些话，我不懂怎么说。

或许，在自己生命逗留太久的过客，永远会留下最痛的伤痕，可笑的是，他们永远都不知道。

所以，或许是时候换一下环境，人，事，生活形态了。
或许到下一个站，会有更好的风景让我去憧憬。
我试着不浏览有关你们快活的曾经。
我会证明，没有你们的足迹，我依然会活得更好!!

沒有想法
有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚

幾個留言安慰不了
心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羨慕我
那要不要跟我交換
丁当 <一半>

a litle bit of something

2011-01-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

上个星期日，16/01/11:

我跟着我的姨丈，参着德教会去派一些食品给那些贫民。谁也想不到，2011年了还有如此贫苦的人。haizz...废话少说，lets the photo do the talking...

这个apek让我印象蛮深刻的。这个apek的家只有一个小空间，好像人家家里的storeroom.但是看得出他好像很有educated的男人。when we approached him,he was holding a pen n a book.i thnk he was writing a jurnal.omg..so sweet of him,jotting down every moment while he was still breathing.He has this well-polished watch on his wrist and a tidy hair.He looks nice.

This old grandma had blind for a long time.I remember that i held this grandma's hands from running into something to take this photo.She was a nice old woman.

This is a woman who we thnk she had this Polio kind of disease when she was a kid.She cnt work since she barely walk or talk.

can you imagine how would they survive under such tough circumstances?May god bless them!

i would really want to join this kind of activities in the coming year.We hope that we could really help more and more ppl in the future! Gambateh!!

18/01/2011

My mum told me that it was time to throw this shoes.omg...we had been through everything together.So she bu de..wat to do,things never stay forever,so i took a quite many pictures of it b4 i throw it into the dustbin.

i like this pica^^

after that, i help my mum to cook some barley. FYI,the weather nwaday was like living in the oven.I always had this illustion that i am living in the desert.I pray everyday that Malaysia would really had this snow or winter kinda thing...the weather really beh tong now!!!

pandan leaf+ barley

signing off

what am i

2010-12-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

i need
a bag
i need
whole new clothes
i need
many pairs of new high heels
i need
to break free
i need
to holiday
i need
to shake all the hell out
i need
smooth and long hair
i need
a pretty face
i need
some sad movies so that i could cry my ass out
i need
some friends that really care for me
i need
some remedy to cure my broken heart
i need
to go through all this hell
i need
to take some courses
i need
to have fun (can i?)
i need
to get these mess out of my mind
i need
to get away from here
i need
to kick somebody's ass
i need
so "push"
i need
to hold on tight

weiziee,a never ever satisfied girl.

she just need

some colour in her life

you think you know me thoroughly,well, think again.

sweet dream or nightmare

2010-12-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

time:2.00a.m.

"come on,the days after SPM are going to be a wonderful+heaven-ly period"

对唔住，我感受不到咯.

i hate holidays.

sorry,i wont believe you anymore.

we are so close yet so far away.

weiziee is done being betrayed by somebody she trusted!

buzz-off!!

love or die

2010-12-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

H-A-I-ZZZZ...big sigh before i proceed.
is it real that love could kill? is it love a poison that couldn't be cured?is it love is "bigger than sky"??is is love always ended with tragedy????????
thousand and thousand of question marks hovered my head ever since i read an article about a guy's dead on the news paper.
jump building after breaking up with his four-months ex-girlfriend.
as an outsider,we dont have the right to conclude everything what the guy had done.but one thing for sure,he really was a loyal guy.
loyal to his relationship.
his love was too inflexible.
is it die could get everything healed??
rest in peace buddy~

love,a really "big word".
love could mean everything.
love have many definition for it.
could it be ended happily ever after?
or
die never after?

have you found yourself the own meaning for love?
tell me~
i want to know.

we must accept this fact , everything started is one step closer leading us to the end.
LOVE, could be dangerous.

watch out for love.it bites

recently,i felt like i had been abandoned.
for everything,every person that i really used to close to,every happy moments.when i say everything,it really meant EVERYTHING!

sorry that you gave me the feeling that you used me.
for everything.
hovering happily with those so-called clever person every time and only joined me whenever you need some tips for your exam.
sicked.

examination was a totally good place to unravel a person's true colour.

maybe i was as tiny as a dust that you could never ever spotted my existence .
maybe i am such a so-not-important-person in your life.
so what.

the bond that tied us together was too brittle.i cant feel trust between us.
so long~

to be continued...

FINALLY

2010-12-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

ALOHA EARTHLING!!
date:09/12/10
before that,pls allow me to scream my heart out!A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-AAAHHH x 30000 times!!!
finally, the most horrible thing is end ( almost) and i finally get myself back to my bloggie (sorry for abandoning you for such a long time).Luckily,i am still remember how to do my post.clap
my bloggie was covered with dust and phew,ti tu xi....

2010 is going to be ended and say hello to 2011.
2011, i'll be in long hair (longer than what i had in clb for 5 years) since no Pn.Liew in my 3++ months' holidays. woot woot
2011,i'll be slimmer (maybe~~if i am not craving for food)
2011,i'll be more matured although i am a totally matured girl right now..i mean,i will be more matured in handling problems from all aspects.

flashed back,many things had happened in 2010.
happy stuff...
sad stuff...
normal stuff....
.....
phew..a lot
sorry i couldn't share at here cause i barely remember those right now..hahaha.
what to do,i have a poor memory card in my brain..

for what i could say is,
delete those which is unhappy
remember those happiness
hold on tight for what you had right now

this post is to remind you guys that helloooo, WEI ZIEE is still here.Dont you guys ever forget me! I am still alive after all this horrible examinations. I AM STILL ALIVE!!!!

count down: one last subject ( Bahasa Cina) but now i am already enjoyed the life after SPM!! ^^

to be continued~~

peek a booo

2010-05-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

Guess what, tomorrow Wesak's Day so i am here to shout-out-loud for my 3 days holidays!woots woots..

It's kinda like The Last Supper, having fun before the exam stress take over us again next week. Clb students are weirdo though. Feeling sleepy when staying up late for studying, burn the midnight oil while boleh tahan the tiredness when having fun.

I barely slept for this week as i need to "eat up" all the books.This is the consequences for my eleventh-hour-attitude. What to do...i just couldn't have my study mode and study mood right in place to encounter this 1B exam. W-T-F

I could possibly predict all the outcomes for my 1B exam. You guys would probably find me having my head buried deep down in the sand when Parents' Day. ARGH! My QUEEN hadturun titah that she is going to ground me in this coming dayssss till i have my SPM. Prison, ya that is the another definition for such situation.

another one week to go...

girls and boys in school give ur best shot and gambateh.

Me too^^

wishes:

hope i am fully prepared for the next and important exam.

阿弥陀佛 *wink wink*

life is sooo muchiee better without exam^^

我学会祝福了，我真的放下了

2010-05-19T06:21:00.000+08:00

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念

自我安慰

就让我伪装

我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟著你走远了的那一天

这一半浅浅的瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑

别想要说服我纯洁的绝对

我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类

悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑

那是我自己虚荣心在作祟

自以为或许有一天我们会重叠

我可以再爱你第二遍

我到底怎么了？？不是说好了吗？我还倔强些什么？这一切的一切都属于曾经，那些泡沫般的幻影不是说好永远藏在去的曾经了吗？

我真的搞不懂自己要的是什么。爱与不爱之间我早已决定过一个人的生活。我还眷恋些什么？

我不想在沉迷在以前的美好，以前的一切一切都不再属于我，或许可以这样说，它们不曾属于我。

可悲的自己，想只字不提，不让自己无法前进。

我不流泪不代表自己真的没关系，没受伤。

但，真的没关系，我会痊愈。

痊愈得不留下任何疤痕。我享受让人察觉不到自己真性情的快感。

我想继续我那疗程，那进行得一半的痊愈疗程。

让自己停滞不前是一种罪。

我不想继续犯罪。

康复的❤我会好好保护着，不会再让它轻易爱上。

这，是我的承诺！

azak-azak fighting!

cloudy morning

2010-05-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

I had only one word to express my feeling towards today teacher's day party---bored+dull.

The concert was effin boring and uninteresting.More worse when pn.leaw dedicated a song which never been heard before in our age.The song was definitely an old antique.sweat(=.=)''

The class party was totally a mess.I couldn't blend into my class atmosphere no matter how hard i try. This was frustrating! They and i was like we were from different planet and spoke different language,i was just couldn't communicate with them. At that point,i definitely missed my last year class party. I love kisiao's classmates,i love cooperate classmates......i love everything if my class acting the same way as i am and this was the missing part in 5sa5.

And here i have some advices for my certain "dear" classmates:

i know you guys was extraordinary-ly hard-working, but pls just don't show this nobel attitude when we were holding a party. I really appreciated for your cooperation. if you really think that you couldn't "pretend" to be lazy and left your books behind for just one day, i think you better stay at home and hold tight to your principle. Thank you^^

*dont admit it if you're not*

A bored-to-death day

need lots of time

2010-05-14T08:00:00.000+08:00

Is that anything wrong with me?? I keep on asking myself.It had been maybe 364° change in me compared to last term. I had been super lazy and not aggressive from day to day.Get sooo tired everyday after school.Feel like wanna throw my schoolbag and have a really good night sleep.

1B EXAM 21 MAY !!!!!

yeah,i know.But i am completely not in the mood for it. I am not satisfied with last term's result,but somehow something inside my soul are not ready for this exam.Not only i have not even touched the books,plus mentally are not prepared for it to arrive that soon. Last time mentioned about 1B exam was 6 weeks ago and i was not taking this issue seriously. I thought that i had plenty of time on that time,but end up like this,here i am touching none of the subject! I am a jerk!

I totally need some miracles now! Perhaps i would have the time-freezing power all the sudden once i wake up tomorrow,or i would have an extraordinary mind power,memorizing all the points in books just by looking at them once...*wink wink* duhh...keep on dreaming=,=I had given myself tons of excuses to skip studying and improve.I know i am not strong enough than others in class who incredibly hardworking and have done tons of paper works in all the subjects since last exam.( yeah, i am talking about you!) Tomorrow,Tomorrow,Tomorrow was my excuse for all the things i had planned sooner. Isn't that today the yesterday of tomorrow?

I swear i am not going to be what i had been last year.My attitude toward my study,my manners...everything! I am moving toward to a brighter place, not a dark hole.Not again...

Could somebody just wake me up please? Shake me as hardly as you can to make me realise that SPM isn't a game,it's an once in the life time battle. The road to success may be bitter but the fruit is sweet and worthy.

你和时间开玩笑，它却对你很认真。

我不想让自己有说如果的机会。

What does the future holds for me? I gotta find it myself!

can i do it?????

this whole week

2010-05-09T14:00:00.000+08:00

first of all....

this is for the guy whom same birthday as me--余信杰 (wah.."lucky" me)

凸，凸，凸

you have been fucking-ly annoyed me this two weeks!

damn it!

i am wondering what kind of male are you!?

i felt so sorry for your mum to have you as her son!

don't you ever think that you could change your "尊容" after putting this 牙套 on your 爆牙!

ARGH!

if you have ever come across that my chicken pox virus will “fly" to your class and infect you,you should stop going to school and start dreaming about becoming "handsome" in your dream on your bed!

F*CK YOU!

******

second, i went back to school after spending a whole week crying like a baby abt my chicken pox.

i was totally like an alien,coming from outer space in my class.

no one dare to come near me...

and lucky for me to keep such a long hair,hiding my scars on face,like贞子.

W-T-F

i want these days to pass a-s-a-p!!!!!

i want my previous self back!!!!

i don't want to be ugly anymore!!!!

stay in school after schooling was such a torture.

my only edible things was bread for every single day...

#sob sob#

******

lastly, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY for every mom in this world...

i love you mummy^^

although i don't express my love to you very often ,you always be the best mommy in my heart!!

you are most appreciated!

thank you for everything!

muakzzzz

One day before the baby was born it said :I

don't know what I'm going to do in this world ! God replied :I'll send

you an Angel to be next to u , the Angel will teach and protect you !

The baby asked : what's the name of my Angel ?!... You will call her ♥MOM ♥

you raised me up

2010-04-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

the blogger is currently moping about her chicken pox which crawling all over her face...

she is going to keep her mirror deep down in the ground!

wanna cry now..

when will these unpleasant days pass?

ARGH!!!

no mood to flip open my books and do revisions..

so scare now...

nothing to say actually

bye...

2010-04-27T11:24:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!

I AM DAMN UGLY RIGHT NOW!!!!

ya,this was my reaction when i stood in front of the mirror this morning, right after i woke up from my bed.

i have chicken pox crawling all over my body, face(this part was the important one!) without my permission and more awful than yesterday!

what should i do!!!!

i barely recognized the girl reflected in the mirror...sob sob

i had my alarm clock set every four hour to make sure i eat medicine on time.

i hate medicine!

that damn bitter taste!

why couldn't they invent sweet medicine,you know,like candy...lolx

till then...

no mood to blogging...

bye bye..

nightmare vs sweet dream

2010-04-26T08:00:00.000+08:00

i have a bad news for myself!

i am having a chicken pox which infected by my brother.(he had chicken pox first in my family.)

i am having bone-ache,slightly fever and all i can eat was bread, bread and bread..

HO-LY-MA-MA

as my mummy say, chicken,beans, seafood,eggs....are forbidden during my "chicken-pox phase".And what even frustrated me is, I GONNA KEEP THIS DIET FOR ALMOST 3 MONTHS! w-t-f

basically, i was infected since yesterday which i have no clues about it since no sign of fever..

i even walked in the rain from Up-Floor (stomachache restaurant) after celebrating my WEI CHIAN's big day..

blame myself for didn't bring my umbrella...i can't believe it because i carry my HANG TEN almost every day...how could i forget my partner!?sigh..

look on the bright side ziee,you may loss weight after this...hiak hiak

anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI CHIAN...love you forever and must smile always ya^^ you are appreciated!

skipped this

*******

last Tuesday,the Form 5 was going NUTS!

or more accurate,last whole week was a crazy week we ever had in our Form 5 life.

everyone would have a camera on their hands and non-stop capturing photo...

this is my lovely class. you better remember that!

big vs small..lolx

this is how us,the A5 siao kia look like over the block..

guys also know how to act cute..sweat=.=lll

pity sejarah teacher..

other photo just find yourself in Facebook.

i love taking photo cause it will give me a small eternity.

i love 5SA5 because the guys in this class are more active and more gentleman compared to last year. But for the girls in our class....just ignored it....hahahaha...

our quote for this year was "going crazy as much as we can since this year was the last year we been together!"

ya,i love it!

*******

last Thursday,our former CLB student,our senior, Mr Cow and friend came back to our school.

their presence were blowing us away..

i told my mum right after i got into mummy's car:"Mummy,i saw Cow! He looked like 舅舅,no kidding!" but she didn't believe me...suak then ><

here some of the photo on that day...

we screamed on top of our lungs on that day!

this is the gift we gave for our senior, have our signature on it (actually, this fan was belong to yimin before giving to Mr.Cow..lolx)

nah,this is our senior ,1994 graduate,Mr.Cow and his friend 易桀齐 to promote their new movie "Cendol Puppy Love"...hahahaha

spot these "papan",handmade by our 5SA2 （心机重的一班）haha..kidding

ya,i had great fun last week...

buzy week,sweat a lot...phew

not to mention...SPM 200++days to go...

ALLELUYA

Buddha Bless Me!

cut it off!

2010-04-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

this post is purposely for those whose brain only made up of one single cell..

for those who related:

please shut your f*ck mouth up if you talk without thinking, using ur lovely yet useless brain first..

every single word came from your mouth is irritating and hurting me,just because you neglected the presence of your brain..

i had enough your useless sarcasms and comments about me..

moreover,pls remove ur sarcastic sight away from me when you're talking with me...

it makes me uncomfortable yet wanna slap your head out of its original position...

"CUT OFF YOUR HEAD!!" this is what i wanted to say when i look at your face....

annoying~~~

it doesn't mean you have to talk a lot only to show that you are popular and welcomed among friends..

plus,what you're giving out is something that annoyed people..

as a conclusion,better keep you mouth shut since a closed mouth catches no fly( learned this from my lovely Calvin Ang...claps #^.^#)

finally i knew why most of the ppl beh syok you..

blek

*p/s: pls keep ur big bossy style for your own,cause it make me sick,YUCK!

the annoyed blogger is signing off...

biology class

2010-04-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

i had never came across that my biology class would end up chaotic like today..

had our "cacing dissection" today in order to take a closer look on the structure of cacing..

something related to its circular and longitudinal muscle and how does it move with the muscle contract and relax...something like that...

Daniel manage to catch 5 cacings around his house compound, since he was a....hehex.... u know i know what he is ^^

and it totally freaked me out!!

i screamed and run all over the lab like nobody only to avoid being attack by cacing..

i almost burst into tears during this hell-like period....

i have goosebumps all over my every inch of skin...

ever since the period onward,i had have the hallucination that something keep wriggling all over my body..W-T-F

every person around me thought i was insane when i easily get shocked of whatever touched me throughout the periods...

mamamia.....

for those who teased people that terrified of cacing just now,i swear i will skin you alive next time if you do it again! CROSS MY HEART!!

dont you fell disgusting when holding the cacing with your bare hands??

yuck~~~~

disgusting+inhumane...

阿弥陀佛

dear Mr/Mrs cacing:

i do love you when you stay hell away from me..

after all, i am a animal lover^^

signing off..

need some time to delete this unpleasant memory..

fly away

2010-04-09T07:19:00.000+08:00

今天什么鬼责任都完成！ YEAH！

大大力地吸气，然后再大大力地呼出来————爽！！！

我把我觉得该做的东西已经做完，相信这一切会在这个是个时候结束，从新归零。

没有欠人家的感觉超好的，要不然的话就好像回音，一直盘旋在你耳边，“欠人家东西，欠人家东西...”的，超不爽。O(∩_∩)O

*********************

my mood recently is was like riding on the roller coaster

up to the top then fell to the bottom again and again..

AGAIN,i know i ain't popular,mixing around with popular students at school seems to be a great task for me EVERY SINGLE DAY.

i admitted that i was a sensitive girl.

every word came from your mouth turned out to be a great changes for my mood.

hanging around you guys,i felt that i was only needed to serve as a foil to show your popularity,just because i ain't popular and a normal person.

you don't know what is hidden behind my every smile and laugh.

as what i had mentioned at my previous post before,i m extremely tired to carve a smile on my face every time even though i don't have the mood to do it.

is it necessary to disguise our true feeling to prevent others from hurt?

and you know, i know,it would be terrifically hard task in the world....

believe me,no one know me better than i do..

shhh..silence is golden

后来的我

2010-04-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

笑，最近对我来说是个困难的任务。

觉得最近的笑好虚伪，好不真实。

好不踏实，总觉得每个笑声都会隐藏着敷衍的感觉。

我笑得好累。。好假。。。

曾经真实的笑声，傻婆似不顾一切的开朗笑声去了哪里？？

我知道我变了，变得比从前沉默了许多。或许旁人看不出来。

好多事情要烦，本人也不懂在烦什么，总之就是烦，烦，烦。。

我觉得我好像一只在汪洋里漂浮不定的小舟。

找不到下一站停靠的渡口，

前途好模糊，好抽象，我抓不定。。

我突然发现自己很珍惜当下的每一分每一秒，这是我以前从未做过的事情。

不懂是不是中五毕业之际，所以特别珍惜在学校里的每一秒，想要抓住一些看似永恒却抓不住的留恋。

如果离开是最终的结果，为什么当初又让我们相遇呢？

hot chic

2010-03-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

hand itch so i m here..haha

it is urgent for me to share sumthing v you here...

and trust me,this will be super short post^^

ok,here go nothing...

i wonder whether is that true popular chic in school is troublesome???

i find out that they really having many many many unnecessary worries and troubles..

oh my god..

cant they just go through life as normal as other people did??

maybe you will tell me that normal=effin boring and dull,but dont you think that it is really tiring when thinking all these unsolved problems??

haizzz...

we rule our own life so maybe i din have the authority to say anything of your life...so i am signing off^^

nothing to say actually

2010-03-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

im here again...nothing want to share actually,jz drop by and tried to squeeze something out here.

recently,i feels like i am the anonymous passenger who pass through every single friends around me..

no one care about me and shout me like a nobody..

and pls trust me,i do care for you guys but looks like my caring is a redundant and worthless thing for you..

i know we do have our own gang of friends,different living styles and different gossip topics,but what i want here is respect to me from you,even though you were giving me responds perfunctorily during my talk with you..(pathetic huh..haha)

i am deeply hurt..

i ain't popular in clb, i noe it and i admit that i couldn't mix around with ppl like you,the quite popular students..

sigh...

new blogskin

2010-03-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

had my blogskin changed.

is it ok??

watever..

bla bla bla...

signing off

attention

2010-03-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

my blog is currently under constructed..

trying my best to let it look good

so dont try to criticize me and my blog ya..

down

2010-03-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

having a parent issue right now

it must happened all the time in every single family nowaday huh..

whatever..

now listen to mine.

it is hard to take care of others' feeling while we are hurting ourself instead..

why couldn't we just be ourself?

laugh whenever we want,cry whenever we want,scold people and turn a black face whenever we want....

it's hard to be so responsible of what will other feel..

i hate this!!!

you say i am rude to show you my black face,but do you really understand why am i doing this?

i felt the unfair going around my house this holiday..

is it because brother is the only and solely "male" among our siblings,so he must be extra taking care of??

what a crap...

you told every single person around you about my rudeness, it totally hurt me deeply..

it was like piercing a deep hole in my heart..

why don't every parents realize what they have done??!!!

ARGH!!!

wish school will reopen a.s.a.p..

cnt stayed any longer and spent any single minutes in this house..

it will suffocating me someday..

here i come again

2010-03-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

1A examination finally over and i am dragging myself from hell to heaven again..

after a week of sleepless night, study for exam (this is what i called 临时抱佛脚),i am super duper lack of sleep right now...panda eyes,bad skin condition are all the major problems right now...

tomorrow i still need to attend a seminar early in the morning,OMG......it would probably killed me or maybe i would just fall asleep in the seminar perhaps.....

an outing on Sunday is the only thing that keep me awake this whole week..

planning to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND at Gurney in 3D...

so looking forward to meet Alice..hahaha

i am fed up with those ppl who are cant catch what am i trying to say recently..

i am using the 婉曲修辞手法so that i wouldn't probably hurt you..but what you are trying to do right now is terribly irritating!! Wake Up!! are you make up of single cell and couldn’t figure out what i am suppose to mean?!...MORON!!

left 8 more months to fight for our "final battle" and this terrified me,A LOT!!

scared of those sarcasm people gave me if i failed to do what ppl expected me to do..

it was thrilled and happy watching people with good result sharing their happiness withe their friends and of course their family..

i want to make my family proud..

i want every thing works just fine for what my family wish me to..

OH MY BUDDHA

STRESSED。。。is what i can concluded

signing off..

off to iron my lovely purple counselling shirt..

stay tuned

ps:really seeking for somebody's help to teach me how to change the blogskin..i am sick of mine dull blogskin alr...